**** my happy ending ****
In tHe DuSt oF mY fAiLuRE I wILL bUILD tHe CasTlE oF mY oWn SuCCeSS



*Fall back, take @ l00k at me n0w & u'll see, |'m f0r real...|'|| feel what 0nly | can feel...@nd |f that d0es n0t appeal t0 yer, let me kn0w...@nd |'|| g0 cause | feel better when my c0l0urs are sh0wn...|'d thr0wn |t all away bef0re | L|e...s0 d0n't call me w|th @ c0mpr0m|se...& that's e way it has t0 be, h0nestly...|f yer wanna try me, g0 ahead & try cause |'ve @ backb0ne str0nger than urs! ~*~ Th|s |s @ st0ry 0f @ gurl wh0 cr|ed @ r|ver & dr0wned e wh0|e w0rld...A 26 years, |'ve been here f0r var|0us reas0ns...Granted e strength 0f e anc|ents...|'ve @ m0dern sens|b|Lity but @ dead ar|st0crat's |mpeccable taste...Am | unique? By no means...| myse|f combine e best of eterna| y0uth & 0|d age...| kn0w exactly wh0 |'m... n arr0gant L|L b|tch wh0 sees e need t0 w|n |n battlef|elds...0ften seen as pr0ud as e peacock, f|erce as f|re & c00l as e breeze...|'m n0t ev|L, |'m n0t g00d, |'m s0mewhere |n btwn...| carry @ sensltlve And caIrIng nO pRetentIon @nd wat u see Is wat u get that more peolpe lovE In me...S0o0o n0t yer average sugar & spice g|rly next door...@ very va|n & w|nny at t|mes creature ('m 0bsessed w|th myself) because | be|ieve bef0re yer learn to l0ve 0thers, se|f l0ve |s needed 1st...hates e e|ement common|y found |n women; pett|ness....ad0res SEX 0N E BEACH (|t's a dr|nk, yer moron...what were yer thinking 0f?) |nsat|able appetitie f0r knowledge 0f any k|nd... e F word never fai|s to make |t to my everyday v0|cab, sarcast|c remarks 24/7...Pe0p|e 0strac|zed me f0r be|ng a superf|c|al b|tch just because | say what's 0n my m|nd...to me |t's a 'TAKE |T 0R LEAVE |T' s|tuat|on...Not a v|0lent g|rl but| be|ieve |n e phrase 'HELL HATH N0 FURY L|KE @ W0MAN SC0RNED" as |'ve e tendency to h|t punks, Loosers with @ B|G CAP|TAL (L) & s|uts who gets me on e edge... |...T0 sum |t all, my L|fe's e 0pp 0f Im true, funny stupId bItch....@ poet, smarty, and explorer Of lIfe - mastEr of RoadtrIp bewarE the faInt of heart! moments of genIus
   

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Sep 6, 2004
$** tHe WaY I fEeL **$

My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here suppressed by all my childish fears and if have to leave i wish that you would just leave cuz your presence still linguish here and it won't leave me alone these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just to real there just too much that time cannot erase when you cry i wipe away all of you tears when you scream i fight away all of your fears and i held your hand through all of these years but you still have all of me You use to captivate me by you resonating light now i'm bound by the life you left behind you're face it haunts my ones pleasent dreams your voice chase away all the sanity in me these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real ther's just too much that time cannot erase when you cry i wipe away all of your tears when you scream i'll fight away all of fears and i held your hand through all of these years but you still have all of me i tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone but though you're still with me i've been alone all along

Posted at 02:20 am by drtzy
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nVER sToPPed LoVINg yOU!


Everyone says I should give up on you But they don't see you the way I do The don't know what its like to be in love To have someone to hug, hold, and kiss your problems away I've never stoped loving you Never have I ever thought of leaving you For letting you go would be a mistake For their is no second that passes that I don't wish to be with you I pray the lord will bring you back into my life, for you'r all I need Follow your heart and dry your eyes, and please don't cry for no one has taken your place You've accomplished what only a few have You've stolen my heart I would never throw away our love for each other Something that has cost both of us tears I remember the day you told me, "Lets just be friends" It hurt so much but i knew it had to be done I knew being friends was better than nothing But then I made a mistake I stoped talking to you, the one person I love and care for the most My heart and soul felt so quite not hearing the sound of your voice I feel so empty with out you in my life I don't wanna cry, But i can't help being happy when your not around I to remember the good and bad times we've shared together Never have i laid eyes on another girl that wasn't you My love for you is true I'd give all i have to be with you to feel the warm of your body once more To protect and be there for you when you need me To make you half as happy as you've made me So i ask of you, please don't reject my love for you,for my love for

Posted at 01:55 am by drtzy
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Sep 4, 2004
I love you bebe

be,
 thanks for loving me for being a part of my  life........ always keep your
feet on the ground ok! i will always be here for you darzee!

Posted at 12:36 pm by drtzy
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